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Created on 2002-09-07 13:49:25 (#696879), last updated 2004-07-16

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Name:	Thine Eternal Demon
Birthdate:	05-20
Location:	Honolulu, Hawaii, United States

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Since there is nothing interesting I can say about myself, I will share with you some random poems I have written. Voila..

I stretch myself across the realms of darkness
Hoping no one will stumble upon me
Wishing just to be left alone
Left alone to die
And as the last few minutes slip away from me,
Your face flashes through my mind
I’m tempted to stand up and walk away from my death
But I’m strapped down with these mental chains
I can not move, I wish not to
Please just remove yourself from my heart
Promise me you will not tempt me longer with these falseties of love
I wait only for death to overcome my forsaken soul
Broken, shattered
I hunger for nothing more than a simple touch of the coldness
And as my soul finally drifts away,
Your face flashes through my mind
I’m tempted to reach down and breathe back life into my body
But now it’s too late
I can not, yet I do wish to
Please just remove me from your heart
My only hope is that you can understand
Understand why I had to go
Leave me to rest
Leave me here to die

Because anything I say will come out wrong, let me rip out my vocal chords.
Because anything I do will look stupid, let me strike myself immobile.
Because anything I hear will only hurt me, let me chop off my ears.
Because anything I see will cause tears, let me gouge out my eyes.
Because anything I touch will scar me, let me bind my hands behind my back.
I am left to pick my own scabs.
Left alone in the darkness.
The scars from being stabbed in the back will never be erased.
From mind or flesh.
Look into my eyes.
Piercing.
Burning holes through you as you gaze deeper.
Kick me.
Abuse me.
Spit.
Never lend me your hand.
I will only retreat.
Feel me.
And in this instant I am reborn.
You reach to touch me.
Find me gone.
Nothing left but the flesh.
I writhe beneath your burning touch.
Never wanted this.
Never.
I let it get so far.
I ruined my life.
You are my friend.
My enemy.
I never wanted this.
I let it happen of my own free will.
I wonder.
But my empty heart has no room left.
Only pumping my darkened blood.
Leave me.
I can not help you.
If I can not help myself.
What I want from you.
More than you can offer.
You’ve come too late.
Your words strike no meaning.
Stabbing me with your impatience.
Your anger.
Fear.
I move for no one.
Silence.
Is what I ask of you.
Watching you retreat.
Give up.
I turn to watch you go.
And wait.
For you.
For eternity.

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